So you’re back then

“So you’re back then” I said to Cancer

“Yes, you knew I would be…why are you surprised?” Cancer said

“I am not surprised”…I paused “and then again I am. The timescales, the scans, the tests, they all led me to believe that I had actually won, I had beaten you…and even as I type this I know that statement is untrue. I always knew you would be back, but just not today.” I replied.

“After all these years you still don’t fundamentally know what or who I am” quipped Cancer. “I am not a game, a challenge, something to compete with and at the conclusion either to win or loose.”

“I am the fundamental error… I am life and death; I am evolution. Without the error, there can be no change to living things, and without change, there would never have been life. Life has evolved from the simplest substances, over billions of years, into what we are now. Evolution is not perfect, and yet look at what it has produced: beasts, plants, people—a universe of wonder. You see me, ‘Cancer’, as death (and so it will be for you), but the reality is I am the fundamental error that is life.”

I sat back in my chair and thought. ‘Cancers got a bloody cheek. Trying to get the credit for life and evolution’.

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John Frank Trent

I am living with Stage 4 lung cancer that has spread to my brain. These are my thoughts. It is a combination of serious articles and more light hearted stuff (like my ridiculous poems). Early articles are a bit heavy, but hopefully it becomes a little more light hearted! This is not a self help site there will be no advice on cancer related matters just my thoughts. Just for the record my name is Iain Trent, I am using the Blog name of John Frank because they are the names of my Grandads. I did not want this blog to jump up to anyone who searched for me so it is a way of providing some limited anonymity hopefully without being a catfish.

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